Left to Tell: Discovering God Amidst the Rwandan Holocaust by Immaculee Ilibagiza
This
is a story about a young girl who found God by facing a horrible
genocide in Rwanda. Rwanda is a small city in Africa. The genocide
occured in 1994 against the Hutus and the Tutsis. The Hutus and Tutsis
were two tribes in Africa. Hutus were shorter, darker, and had wider
noses. Tutsis were taller, lighter, and had long, narrow noses. The
genocide started because the Hutus thought that the Rwandese Patriotic Front (RPF),
or Tutsi rebels, wanted to take over the government and destroy all the
Hutus. As a result of this whole "taking over the government" issue,
the Hutus decided to act first. They killed millions of innocent Tutsis
during this time. In the end, the Tutsis finally did win the war, but
were not quick enough to save all the innocent lives of the millions of
Tutsis.
Immaculee
Ilibagiza was a young girl who had an absolutly perfect life growing up
in the village of Mataba, in the western Rwandan province of Kibuye.
Their house was built by their own father and overlooked Lake Kivu.
Immaculee had three brothers, all but one of whom died in the genocide.
Amiable Ntukanyagwe was the oldest and most serious of the three
brothers. He was very shy and didn't like violence. Amiable was the
only member of Immaculee's family to survive the genocide. Damascene
Jean Muhirwe was the second brother. He was three years older than
Immaculee, but she was very close to him. He was her favorite brother:
he was funny, kind, sweet, very likable, and handsome. The youngest
brother was John Marie Vianney Kazeneza. Vianney could be annoying
sometimes, but he was very sweet.
Immaculee
Ilibagiza was a Tutsi, but she did not find out until she was ten years
old when they had to do an ethnic roll call at her school. Hutus hated
Tutsi and believed that they were trying to take over the government.
When the genocide had just begun nobody took the Interhamwe
(Hutu rebels) threats, heard on the radio, seriously. Damascene had
told their father about the Hutu death threats and to leave and go
across Lake Kivu, but their father didn't believe him. Unfortunatly,
the threats had been true and the Rwandan president, President
Habyarimana, was killed by the Hutus. To make things worse the
Interhamwe started killing innocent Tutsis, and burning their homes.
There were killings in the streets and the Interhamwe were looting
Tutsi homes. Immaculee and her friend, Augustine, went to the nearby
pastor's house, Pastor Murinzi. Pastor Murinzi hid Immaculee and seven
other Tutsi women from the Interhamwe killers. Unfortunatly, Augustine
could not be hidden and was killed in the streets. Immaculee and the
seven women hid in a tiny bathroom in the pastor's house for three
months until the United Nations (UN) and the RPF arrived at Kibuye and
they were saved from the terrible genocide.
The
bathroom where Immaculee and the other seven women lived was very
small. There was only a tiny shower and a toilet, and there wasn't even
enough room for a sink. The bathroom door was hidden by a wardrobe that
Immaculee asked the pastor to put in front of the door. During the
three months in the bathroom Immaculee started praying to God to help
save them from the Interhamwe and to help her family, and all the
Tutsis that were going to be murdered. She had a red and white rosary
that her father had given her and she prayed it every day. She even
asked Pastor Murinzi for a bible so she could read scripture, pray, and
talk to God. When the pastor told Immaculee that all her family had
died by the Interhamwe, she prayed for them, and God spoke to her in a
vision. He told her that it was alright, and that her family was with
Him in heaven. God said that He would keep her safe and He would never
leave her. Another time when the Interhamwe were searching the pastor's
house for Tutsis, Immaculee had another vision. The Interhamwe were
right outside the bathroom door, and Immaculee prayed to God to keep
them safe. God had told her that He would guard the door and protect
her. When she looked up at the door, there was a brillant white light
in the shape of a cross. God had protected her and the other Tutsi
women from the Hutu killers.
Near
the end of the second month in the bathroom, Immaculee wanted to learn
English. God had told her that she would need to know it. Immaculee
spoke French and Kinyarwanda (the language spoken in Rwanda). She asked
Pastor Murinzi for books in English and an English-French dictoinary.
She studied English for the rest of their time in the bathroom.
After
three months the RPF arrived in Kibuye and rescued Immaculee and the
other women from the bathroom, and took them to a French army camp
where they were given food, water, clothes, and everything else they
needed. When they got out of the French camp they were taken to another
camp. This was a UN camp. Immaculee was taken in by an old friend of
her mother, Aloise. She live with Aloise and a few other Tutsis who had
nowhere else to go. After countless attempts to get a job at the UN,
she finally became a secretary, with the help of a man named Pierre
Mehu. As secretary, she had to learn to type and work a computer and
also needed speak English. Since she had learned some English in the
bathroom, with God's intervention, she got the job. After many months
of living with Aloise, Immaculee went to live with her best friend,
Sarah. Sarah's family had "adopted" her. One night at Sarah's,
Immaculee had a dream that she was flying over her home town. Her
family was looking down at her from the sky. Her brother Damascene told
her not to worry about them, that they were safe in heaven because they
were with God now.
One
day she went to a prison and asked to speak with the man who had killed
her family. The man's name was Felicien, and he had been a friend of
her father. Immaculee looked into his eyes and said, "I forgive you."
Immaculee was instantly at peace, and she was happier than she'd ever
been in her entire life. After the war she helped orphaned children
whose parents were killed during the genocide, and helped many other
people affected by this terrible event as well.